I still feel you in this living room
You sing to me in carpentry, me too, mad but true
And I have known the autumn far too long to summon spring
And I only say what I really mean while I'm asleep
And I wonder, where are your coordinates tonight
Compared to me?
Blue, I told you I was fine
The truth is I'm a liar
These may be nightmares I'm inside
I don't know how to be alive
Without you
I've hated you 'cause loving hurt too much (Hey)
Imagine things you might have said or done and hold a grudge
And these days are enough to turn a girl back to drink
And you always joked sobriety was for the weak
And I wonder, where are your coordinates tonight
Compared to me?
Blue, I told you I was fine
The truth is I'm a liar
These may be nightmares I'm inside
I don't know how to be alive
Without you
All the things I think I need are the things I know I don't
And all that really matters is the company on the road
I never get where I go, so I don't wanna be alone
But you never come home, you never come home
Hallucinations gave me hope to fate
And I know there's people dying
But maybe we all die in different ways
Only silence in your place
Where are you, love? Please stay, stay, stay
Blue, I told you I was fine
The truth is I'm a liar
These may be nightmares I'm inside
I don't know how to be alive
Without you
I can't believe I lost my mind a second time, a second time
I don't know how to be alive
Without you
